It has been 3 weeks since I've been in a bad, anti-social, home-loving mood and it's just starting to fade. I do not know what the reason is because every time I feel a pull towards a certain reason, I cramp up and close down.
Odd it is.
My first college application went through. Big whoop for me huh?! Yay!
It's getting really hot in the sex capital of India - BANGalore (BANG-a-lot). I wonder how many people are actually having sex considering how hot it is.
I also just came to a saddening conclusion: I'm no where near being even remotely in love. Looks like it's the beginning of the end and I do not know how to approach the finish line... cause it's gonna be one big, bold, black line.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
If perhaps the sky was blue and I could see through
All the clouds of gray and black,
I would see you smiling as if the sun were shining.
Maybe, if there had not been rain pelting down onto the pavements,
I would see your tears as salted water
And not as droplets from the sky.
I would have, maybe, perhaps, walked up to you and told you
I care enough to let it go.
But it was raining, and it was cloudy,
And you stood there without moving.
So I walked away,
Without turning around,
Thinking of you as an insensitive person,
Who could not make a sound
To quench my thirsty pain.
Who could not reach out a hand to hold me back
But only watch me retreating in vain.