Saturday, February 28, 2009

No, it's not.

It has been 3 weeks since I've been in a bad, anti-social, home-loving mood and it's just starting to fade. I do not know what the reason is because every time I feel a pull towards a certain reason, I cramp up and close down.
Odd it is.

My first college application went through. Big whoop for me huh?! Yay!

It's getting really hot in the sex capital of India - BANGalore (BANG-a-lot). I wonder how many people are actually having sex considering how hot it is.

I also just came to a saddening conclusion: I'm no where near being even remotely in love. Looks like it's the beginning of the end and I do not know how to approach the finish line... cause it's gonna be one big, bold, black line.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Why?

If I don't care, then why am I so disappointed?

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Thirsty Pain.


(Shar's terrace, Dec' 2007)


If perhaps the sky was blue and I could see through
All the clouds of gray and black,
I would see you smiling as if the sun were shining.
Maybe, if there had not been rain pelting down onto the pavements,
I would see your tears as salted water
And not as droplets from the sky.
I would have, maybe, perhaps, walked up to you and told you
I care enough to let it go.
But it was raining, and it was cloudy,
And you stood there without moving.
So I walked away,
Without turning around,
Thinking of you as an insensitive person,
Who could not make a sound
To quench my thirsty pain.
Who could not reach out a hand to hold me back
But only watch me retreating in vain.