I think I've lost it.
Seeing that face made me feel disgusted. In me, in my stomach and my heart, my mind and my soul; everything rattled with this sensation of utter disgust... and for only one person.
These are emotions that have changed faster than I could blink. What happened to the warmth?
I can only hope that this soul has not spread anything about me that I do not want... but suddenly... I do not put it past the individual.
I am hurt; angry; disgusted; sad... in pain.
How I wish I could just say "this is life" and move on... But I cannot!
This hurts far too much.