Sunday, November 18, 2007

Integrity?

I think I've lost it.

Seeing that face made me feel disgusted. In me, in my stomach and my heart, my mind and my soul; everything rattled with this sensation of utter disgust... and for only one person.

These are emotions that have changed faster than I could blink. What happened to the warmth?

I can only hope that this soul has not spread anything about me that I do not want... but suddenly... I do not put it past the individual.

I am hurt; angry; disgusted; sad... in pain.

How I wish I could just say "this is life" and move on... But I cannot!

This hurts far too much.

No comments: