I have no way to turn.
I have no release.
I have no crutch.
I'm battling this inner turmoil.
I'm going over this brink that seems higher as the days go by.
I'm running out of options and choices. I'm losing all sanity.
I don't seem to be able to take my soul away and neither am I able to live with it.
It's getting quite hard to breathe these days.
I can't stand the disgust and the tension.
The nervousness is taking over my being and my mind.
My heart and my soul.
I think I have to let myself fly.
How do I do it painlessly?