How much longer do I wait? It's making me apprehensive and I know that I will not get the words today.
It's painful to go through so many unnecessary emotions that I cannot control.
To contemplate the fate of something that has not happened. (I hope)
Why do negative thoughts flow through me when things do not go my way?
I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
But I surely cannot let go of these thoughts; these miserable thoughts.
I can only wait now... And wait not in vain, I hope.
Voices are gone... And we're left with words.
Waiting for words.
And living off words.
But it's agony and it hurts...
It hurts a little too much.